day 22

 i am so tired..

i just got back from work from 11-4 today, but we had a crazy morning this morning. jarrett flushed the toilet, that i unknowingly clogged, and when it overflowed she didn't tell da and the office downstairs started flooding. like bad. so when da came up and started yelling i just peeked my head out to see what was happening. and basically jarrett flushed it and put towels down and then just..,. continued getting ready. so da was understandably upset and it was like 9:45 and i left very soon after even though my shift started at 11. i do kinda have a headache right now so i think im gonna take a nap in a bit. 

but we went to cape may with aunt elizabeth and it was so much fun!! i loved it and i got some cool stuff (the fish hairclip, dress) and i was able to wear it to me and sammy's picnic yesterday. oh and the picnic was good!! it was so hot but it was fun! we ate some of the pie i made (which was okay). me and sammy have now been together for 3 months which is awesome. i love hanging with him, and i'm gonna see him again tomorrow. okay my headache is back im gonna go sleep.

bye!

- flynn

day 21

 i just had work today, but i got visited by sammy, da, and jarrett.

sammy's hair looked so good today and it made my day that he went out of his way to come and see me :). anyway, work was BUSYYYY today and i sold a spoleto poster (which i got 10% commission from!). so that was good, made the shift go by faster for sure. i also met a coworker named jenna, and she was nice. she had a cool skirt on and i apparently was from exchange factor. 

i packed all my things for the next few days in cape may, and i don't know if ill be able to write in here until monday, but i will try to. i'm going to take the handycam too so i can record the weekend and be able to remember it through a really cool looking video. i've missed cape may and i'm SO HYPED to go there again. i only have to pack my toiletries and then i'm all good to go for tomorrow. but, i'm just relaxing until tomorrow morning. okay well, maybe i'll write again tomorrow!!!

- flynn

day 20

 indiana jones was very good!

i saw the third one today at the citadel with sammy and i really liked it!! i also finally got my new plant home :)! i also had work from 9-2 today and was able to clock out a bit early and just had to wait until mrs. ann got there. 

i also am so excited to hear about sammy's interview tomorrow, and i think he'll get the job (its an easy barnes and noble job). i'm also so tired, and i was going to practice some sight singing, but i think i'm going to just try to do it like 3 times a week.

i am gonna try to go back to the gym a few times a week and start going back to miss. ball.

yeah! i am really tired so i'm gonna head to sleep.

night night!!!!

- flynn

day 19

 just got back home from work!

it was a good day at work, ate lunch and also got a new plant but i forgot about it and accidentally left it there. it's okay though because i'm working again tomorrow!! i also just ate some carrot cake and gave da some (he loved it!). i also got 90$ cash today from my envelope so that was good. i also got a new tank top and i think i'm going to cut it because the bottom is longer than i want it to be. 

im kinda full right now so i hope i don't have to eat an omelette for dinner. anyway, i also get to see sammy again tomorrow, and i still need to ask my dad if i can go to the movies tomorrow with him. i'll also have to see if ms. ann can pick me up after work, since i get off at 2 tomorrow. 

but again, today was uneventful again. i am so excited for friday :))) yay cape may!!!!

okay well, i'll keep this going tomorrow!

- flynn

day 18

 i just got home from sammys! 

today was a very good day over all, i got a cigarette pencil, ate some raspberry sorbet, hung out with sammy at his place, talked to mrs. ann, and i also figured out who my instructor is for my private lessons in the fall. i am going to email him with my schedule attached tomorrow, and figure out when i will be seeing him. 

i laid down outside and stargazed with sammy tonight in his backyard. there weren't many stars at first, but as the night went on more stars became visible. i talked about pop and gig again, just remembered him again since yesterday was the first father's day without him.

tomorrow i have work from 10-3, and hopefully it won't be too busy. i'm gonna get up and get dropped off with jarrett and i think that i'll be able to get out of work early. i'm also going to be talking to my cousin carter on wednesday at 4pm, and i'm very much looking forward to seeing how i can get into his industry. also going to see indiana jones with sammy on wednesday at the terrace :))) i'm very much looking forward to cape may on friday as well!!! okay well, i'll see you tomorrow. 

- flynn

day 17

 happy fathers day!

today was fathers day and wilbur was here to celebrate with us as well! he brought his two doggies, skylar (black lab) and atticus (i dont even know). we went to park and grove this morning for breakfast and it was soooo good. i had the charleston fog which is just early grey with a roasted lavender marshmallow on top. after breakfast we drove around downtown a bit and then drove down to the battery. we ended up walking around a bit and looked at all the birds that were wandering in that area. they were so loud. after that, i really had to get to work and we went back home and i got dressed and headed out to be at my shift by 1:30. i worked register today and i worked with two new people, john and sawyer. will was there but i already knew him. he also went to the same orientation that i did at USC and me and him talked about it a bit today. very uneventful shift to be honest, and i actually ended up taking a break and walking to alfredos and getting some great gnocchi and garlic bread (the pasta is LIGHT YEARS better than the garlic bread, just saying). now i'm back home and i have work at fast and french tomorrow morning at 9 until 2. 

i also got paid today! for fast and french i mean. so, i am finally not broke!!! yayy!!!! i think i'm going to wear a skirt tomorrow to work, it's always so hot out and i know that i'm gonna see sammy after too and i don't wanna look like a hobo lollll..... but anyway. today was a good day and i'm SO excited for next weekend!!! cape may!!!!

OH i almost forgot, me, nate, and bee all are going to start sending each other photos of the food we eat everyday in order to keep us in line to stay on track with good eating habits. so i'm very much excited for that too!!!

- flynn :))))

day 16

 honestly i really love writing these now!!

the first times that i wrote here i thought of it as more of a chore rather than something i wanted to do, but now i look forward to it as a way of winding down my day after a long shift. i also love my room right now, the lighting is nice and warm and im sitting underneath a nice soft blanket. im gonna call sammy soon and were gonna take a silly political views test together. i think i may add to pinterest again after this too, i've lowkey been on a grind on pinterest lately. god im so happy to be under a blanket right now.

today was a good day over all, had nice customers (ex: the two older people with newspapers and the two really nice kiwis), stayed busy at work, and met another soa student who works at fast and french. i've been really good recently :)

- flynn

day 15

 happy friday the 13th!
to celebrate me and sammy went and saw friday the 13th part 2, and oh my GOD it was so much worse than i remember and i loved it so much. i did a whole lot of nothing today, really just organized and updated my computer and photos. i was basically just passing the time till mrs. ann got here. we talked in her car and it was so much fun, i love sammy's parent so much. speaking of parents, da is being so nice recently its crazy... hopefully it stays that way. 

okay well, today was a very fun but simple day, that's really it. 

- flynn

day 14

 hellooooo again!

i am back! work was good today and i am SO excited for tomorrow because im going to friday the 13th part 2 with sammy!!!!!!! ive been chilling in my bed and i FINALLY think that my room is done. kinda sad though because i'm moving out in two months, but it's okay.

also, a lot happened today, i mean for my mom. mom got to va earlier today and saw nanny and she actually looked a LOT better than all of us were expecting. that's really all that my mom has sent and thankfully she hasn't said anything about the bedbugs running rampant in their apartment.

today at work, though, i almost died of a heart-attack because of the guy with that blowtorch scared the shit out of me. marck and luis thought it was so funny and i actually talked to luis a bit today! they had a really pretty hair style and i complimented it, and they are just so sweet. i've been able to leave early recently because it's been soooo slow. 

right now im listening to creepcast and eating some popcorn. doing pretty well generally, and me and my dad are really chill. OH ALSO! this morning, got a PERFECT spot on king street when jarrett was getting da's gift. i thought i was gonna be late to work but i ended up walking in right on time, and accidentally forgot to clock in lollll....

anyway, i think i'll try to write again tomorrow!!

- flynn :3

day 13

 wow its been a minute

i have been ungodly busy, two jobs, school, graduation, and everything happening with college.,. i really just couldn't write here. i graduated from high school, registered for classes this upcoming fall, attended orientation, got roommates, but also had some.. negative things happen. i went to carowinds (which was so much fun!!!) but, while i was on that trip me and my parents had a falling out which resulted in me not being able to sleepover with sammy anymore. and i abided by that rule, until the day before yesterday because both of my parents went out of town with my sister for her orientation. so, obviously, he slept over. like come on man who do you think i am?? everyone leaves the house and im able to have my bf over and im NOT gonna have him sleepover??? come on. let's be so fr. i cannot wait to go to college, but the annoying thing about that is my car situation. my dad, the night of the grad party (which was great by the way) told me that i'm not allowed to have my car for freshman, sophomore, and maybe even junior year. i don't know why he felt like he had to say that RIGHT then, but i digress. oh also, i got stuff from the ikea in charlotte!!! i got a red/orange lamp, the clock we used to have in the kitchen, and a cute little alarm clock. anyway, my parents found out (because of the cameras and stuff and i obviously did nothing to hide the fact that he stayed over). i was at work yesterday when i texted them and they responded, and i can't drive for two weeks, and i think that's really the only punishment (hopefully it's not worse, they just got home so i guess i'll find out soon). 

me and sammy are great. i talked to my therapist about my relationship and it was so great. he also met cookie! cookie, if you don't remember, is a black/brown cat with a white patch and white paws (i think?). me and sammy also went to mcdonalds for dinner yesterday and HOLY BIG DUDE we are so fat. he got a large big mac meal and i got a large double quarter pounder meal. AND, as if we aren't fat enough, we got 10 nuggets as well. we ate all of it. it was very very good.... yum yum yum. i also talked to his parents about what happened with my parents and they were very understanding and nice. 

anyway, my mom just came in and is chill.. kinda nervous vro...... i think that maybe its okay! i know i was in trouble and i feel like they definitely foresaw that coming. hmm what else.. OH yeah so i started working at f&f more, and im now only working one shift a week at the pier which is awesome. DUDEEEE the phoenician scheme is sooooo good and i went to watch it with a fire group of people the day before the grad party. great music. i'm gonna write about that movie in the movie review section now, but i think i'm going to really try to write at least twice a week. 

- flynn